Life has a way of being so awesome at times, and other times we question “what is it all for?” I’m sitting here writing this post and wondering how time has flown by. My busyness hasn’t helped me. Procrastination came in like a flood but there’s no excuse for not getting it all done! My heart waits in hope that I would catch up with myself; all those things I wish I had more time to do on my days off. The self I know has all the potential and promise hidden just waiting to make it’s grand entrance.
Well enough of this profound jibber jabber. I messed up! But it’s ok! I’m just going to pick myself up and start over until I get this blogging journey on the way to success! There is no point in thinking about what I could have done to fit in the time to do this thing while working a full-time job and being in my own head. I’ve certainly worn many hats in my day juggling single-parenthood, college and multiple jobs! This should be a breeze! If I have it in my heart and can’t let go of the constant yearning to accomplish that thing, I need to put my best effort towards it to make it work. I can let the feeling of failure be stored in my heart or I can change the course of my actions to make it a challenge that I know I can conquer. I’m going to listen to my heart of hearts and go with the latter.
If you find yourself trying to start something but just feel like you’re going uphill slower than a turtle on an electric scooter, please listen carefully to your heart of hearts. It’s ok to start again! No worries, no judgement. Just start where you are, or in some cases, all over again. No matter what you find yourself dealing with, your heart is where your beauty is. We need to sweep those dusty rooms out from time to time of all the things that don’t belong in order to keep the rooms full of fresh, whole, life-giving ideas, dreams and motivations!
Keep it moving!
